Can’t begin to think what my life would be like without my boyfriend.

Can’t remember what my life was like before I met him,

06.2.2012

Worked today, had lunch with Chris but had to rush off back to work, an hour just isn’t long enough with him! Was all good when went for a spontaneous nandos and a trip to the supermarket:) had cramps again today, not as bad as last Wednesday mind, nothing would be.
Tom got out of the hospital, they’re keeping him under review til they know what’s wrong with him. Jenna text Chris having a go, tried to turn Harry and Chris against each other, didn’t work. Bloods thicker than whatever you wanna say she has with him.
People at work were trying to guess why I was off, Chris said to say if I wanted you to know I would have told you by now, good advice.. As always.
Nandos made my night, and seeing Chris.. Also as always. Really makes my days worth while, knowing I get to see him. Hmm what else… That’s about it really:) I’ve become 100% dependant on Chris, no doubt about it. How that will affect us I’m not sure but all I know is I’ll never stop loving him and he’ll never stop loving me. Well, he might do, he could do better, despite telling me he can’t and doesn’t want to. Until then he’s going to spend everyday in my thoughts and heart. Never felt anything like it. Definitely more in love with him after today, if that’s even possible xxx

Sometimes I feel so full of love it just comes spilling out. It’s uncomfortable to see, I give it away so easily but if I had someone I would do anything, I’d never, never, ever let you feel alone. I won’t I won’t leave you, on your own. But who am I to dream? Dreams are for fools, they let you down. But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me. And I know that it’s a wonderful world, I can’t feel it right now. I got all the right clothes to wear, I just want to cry now. Well I know that it’s a wonderful world, from the sky down to the sea. But I can only see it when you’re here, here with me.

And I know that it’s a wonderful world, when you’re with me.

Why do I bother? Never be good enough

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There’s little things that I say and do or that you read about me and they get you down or make you think so you always question me. But what happens when there’s something I want to question you about? I keep it bottled up inside because 1. I know how awful it is to be questioned; the feeling of not being trusted is the worst one going. And the second reason I don’t ask is because sometimes, I’ve already made my mind up that you’re going to lie me.

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The feeling of never being able to find words to describe your love towards someone is something I thought I’d never experience.

Then I met Chris.

fireinthefadingmoon asked: I asked that like a week ago, lol. I reblogged an arrow pointing at the post below it and it said "This is who you will go on an epic pokemon journey with." or something and it was a text between you two with his name at the top. I feel it would've been more entertaining had you seen those two questions sooner...

Oh I’m with you! x

Something tells me my birthday this year is going to be the best yet, better than my 18th, I don’t need a mulberry handbag or a fancy lunch at sky lounge or a pampering morning this year, all I need is my boy<3

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Certain people should be careful, don’t know how much more i can take.

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But still, I’ve never met anyone like you and I’m never letting you go.